I feel that it is most obvious how the documentary, or any film, cannot portray the true character of a man like Jaques Derrida. From what I saw, I can think of several actions on part of the director and or producers that created more tension and gave the viewer different knowledge than they were trying to portray. I also feel that Jaques Derrida is avoiding the prospect of delving too deep into his own life. Everyone wants to deconstruct the life of The Deconstructionalist and I felt that he purposely withheld the answers to multiple topics in order to keep a sort of uncharacterized understanding of himself.
In some ways, I would like to think that one can learn more from the way Derrida refuses to answer a question, or from how he avoids the answer, than if he answered the question that the director asks. It is interesting that he can be so vague about his own life when that life was spent delving into the depths of Structure, Sign, and Play.
There is a much more intellectual sense when listening to Derrida speak about topics of his own choosing—the beginning of the film, when he speaks about his conception on time, the future and l’avenir, I felt that I was given the opportunity to share in the inner workings of his mind. I thought, ‘This is how Jaques Derrida thinks!’ And in some ways, even though it did not immediately make me understand deconstruction, I felt that I at least understood who it was that thinks in the manner needed to devise such an understanding of language and the human world.
The beginning scene where he is speaking about a predictable future compared to one that is unknown, I believe relates well with the later topic Derrida speaks of when recalling the questions asked of him and his psychoanalyst female friend. When Derrida is asked how he and his female friend met, there is a bit of awkward movement and looks between the two. Jaques then asks her if he should tell or not. “I’m not going to tell you everything. No, I’m just going to tell you superficial things” (Derrida Documentary). Derrida later says, when again asked about this earlier filming, that he likes the scene particularly because he and Marguerite did not say anything. He says that they, “think the same thing, but we do not say it” (Derrida Documentary). He still avoids answering the question for his personal life is not one that he would like deconstructed.
At times I have felt that the director does not accept Derrida’s refusal to let them dig deep into his life. There is the scene early on when Jaques’ past is spoken of; his brother who died and other personal and family information. A feeling I got from seeing his house, especially with him in it, as well as from the way he answered questions of family and love, that Jaques Derrida is a recluse.
Much of his thought is directed towards continual learning and he always takes his time to answer questions. The problem was that several scenes show him stalling from being asked the same question several times throughout the film. The directors chose to structure this film with scenes that show Derrida being forgetful and even angry about the process of creating the documentary. It seemed that the directors had a few specific goals for answers they hoped to receive and they would continue to hammer on Derrida to obtain the information they saw as important when he would instead stall and speak vaguely about what they asked only to turn the conversation towards the matters he finds important, which he could continue to speak about, in detail, endlessly.
Derrida is a person of absolute singularity, as he speaks of later in the film. People see him as an ideal, not the true character of his being. “Often, love starts with some type of seduction. One is attracted because they are like this or that. Inversely, love is disappointed and dies when one comes to realize the other person does not merit our love” (Derrida Documentary). This line of Derrida’s is what I believe explains his entire character, or his lack of character, that is shown on the film. He knows that people love an idea of him and to shatter that belief is not something he wants to, or can, do.
I want to call attention to an ironic comment I found later in the film. The narrator says that philosophy has died because of the violent way it exposed itself to non-philosophy. Is this not a structuralist concept, knowing a truth about something because of its opposite? It is so clear that this narrator is not speaking Derrida’s words and by saying this comment after he uses deconsruction to talk about his mother and her influence on his philosophy; he wants the female philosopher to have a place in deconstruction—he has already seen them in his view of the theory.